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Comet Machholz 12-28-04

Comet Machholz will be at its closest to Earth Jan. 5-6, 2005, when it will be 51 million kilometers away. If you look where Orion is pointing his bow and arrow, it should be there or below Taurus, you should see it.

Well..., just a couple of more days left in 2004. Over all this year had it’s ups and downs..., and downs..., and downs..., lol... Been to Finland a few times..., that’s alright. Business seems to be picking up again.., which is always good too. I don’t think I have any real new years resolutions for 2005 but have a few goals (win noble prize.., etc).

I been noticing this Christmas season doesn’t bring with it Christmas programming. Umm..., guess Christmas programming doesn’t bring in the big bucks as regular programming. I guess they just want our money, not our Christmas spirit. That is the problem with living in a consumer society. Just as all our taste buds are numb with all the sugar they put into everything..., same with our sensibility, numb to the reality of the world.

Merry Christmas! 12-26-04

I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas. We had our usually turkey, ham, potato salad and other delights for dinner yesterday. Now just relaxing today. Grannie is expected tomorrow for a visit. Other than that..., all is well in Cochenour. Grimski had a major spill on the hill yesterday with his new snow board but alive and kicking today. Playing some tunes with Andino on the guitar. We are off to Thunder Bay on the 30th and spending New Years in Thunder Bay.

I hoped all my brothers and sisters; my mother, nieces and nephews; cousins and their partners, aunts and uncles; in-laws and out-laws; friends and foes and distant relations found the peace and happiness that this season brings. Merry Christmas all! Must be the Espresso that Santa delivered yesterday speaking..., Dave's not here....

The best and hottest12-10-04

Well..., I would have to say that “Up in Smoke” has the hottest wings I’ve ever had. It is off of Arthur Street in Thunder Bay by the Shell Station. I knew I found the right place when they had peppers all over the place. The former 7-11 on May is a close second followed by Dick and Nillie’s in Sioux. Montana’s and The Chicken Chef gets a honourable mention. The rest use the words "sucide" and "hot" but they mind as well place their wings on the children's menu.

El Nino???? 12-01-04

Just listen to the news a couple of weeks ago and the weather lady said it is an El-Nino year because we had plus 10 degrees at the beginning of November. When I look outside now when it is -20 C.., I wonder what the hell is this woman talking about. She should know better. We just came off of the wettest and coldest summer in decades now one week of warm weather in November now an El Nino year..., anything for ratings I guess... Maybe she should listen to the real news first.

So our dollar keeps on climbing against the US dollar. Umm..., makes me wonder about the price of gas. Don’t we pay for crude oil in US dollars and since our dollar jumped from the low 60's to the mid 80's..., shouldn’t that improve our purchasing power and reduce the price of gas even if it stays above $50 dollars US a barrel. I guess as long as no one is catching on it is ok...

Clovis 11-23-04

I was up in Keewaywin First Nation of few years back when I noticed drawings on the wall done by students. It depicted ancient Indians (Aboriginals, First Nations people, Clovis people etc..) crossing the Bering Strait between Russia and Alaska during the last ice age 12,000 BC. That is pretty well what we are taught in school..., Aboriginals cross the via the Bering strait then the Europeans arrived with their boats. We were just hunters and gathers, nomadic peoples..., wondering around aimlessly trying not to starve to death. That’s the impression I got anyways. If it wasn’t for our white brothers.., we would be lost souls...

Then about 15 years ago I started reading about these sites that are being uncovered that predate the current Clovis theories of the Bering Strait. Artifacts were being found that predate 12,000 BC.., 14,000 BC..., 15,000 BC and even 50,000 BC. That would place peoples in the Americas before Europe (40,000 BC), Japan (45,000 BC) Australia (31,000 BC), England (16,000 BC). Well.., how about that eh..

What I find amazing is that it took 15 years for this information to reach the main stream (If you call PBS main stream). Even facts such as there were more people in the Americas then Europeans in Europe at the time on contact or Europeans had no concept of zero and we did at contact or the Decoration of Independence was based on Aboriginal (Confederacy) ideology. Actually there are a lot of little facts they fail to mention in school. It does make you wonder why?

Solar Winds 11-17-04

I guess the solar winds ave been picking up the past few days and will continue over the next little while (in case you haven’t been looking up for the past few nights). Also the Leonid meteor shower should be just ending. Not much to see thou..., disappointing :-(

Lights are on 11-16-04

Got most of the Christmas lights on now. Just some final touches over the next couple of weeks. I have to admit it looks alright..., not the look I wanted but alright. So if anyone is the in area of Cochenour.., just look for the huge star across the arena. Umm..., I don’t think I would win the best lights in Red Lake but it starts...

So it seems 11-13-04

Do you remember when we were all in grade school where we had to use those stupid scissors that couldn’t cut anything.., we were lucky if it cuts paper. I guess the education system thought all of us would be losing a finger or something like that because we were too lethargic to operate them correctly. When hearing about Ontario’s new helmet law, that what I feel like. Instead of having a school, we have the Ontario government telling us what to do and instead of a teacher, we have police enforcing these rules.

I would like the freedom or choice to crack my head on the payment if I choose to do so. I wear my seat “now” because I know if I rolled my car, that it would save me, not because of “big brother” tells me to wear it. If I think if it is important to me, well..., then I’ll do it. We all have scissors at home and all of us (well hopefully) have 10 digits. None of us jumped off the roof after watching an episode of “Bugs Bunny and the Road Runner Show”. For those poor souls who did.., well.., they are not here to tell their tale.

I empathize with our MPP that lost a love one because he wasn’t wearing a helmet but one thing is certain in all of our lives..., we will all get what it coming to us.., “death”. It may be a drunk driver at the wheel, heart attack, stroke, meteor from the sky or not wearing a helmet. An extra law won’t delay our date with the Grim Reaper. In Finland, the workers in the factories are not required to wear a hard hat, safety shoes or gloves for that matter. It is your choice and your responsibility. It is like Don Cherry says about hockey helmets and face guards, they never had the problems years ago like they do now..., they played safer without them then with them.

Point being..., it is a matter of choice. Just like I didn’t like using those crappy scissors at school and would rather use my own scissors at home, same with these laws. The government shouldn’t be dictating them to me. We still all have our fingers or our number system would be based on 9 instead of 10.

Snow 11-07-04

Snow is on the ground in Cochenour and I think good chance that this one or the next snow fall will stay. It be best that I do one last clean up before the snow is too deep, not that it is deep now. Going to try and put up some Christmas lights too. Last year..., it was pretty pathetic. My Finnish friends will be coming in two weeks and I will take them on their regular Northern Ontario tour. I hope to be back in Finland before year end. Other than that..., all is well in Cochenour. Using our tap water again so they must be right in saying acceptable levels of arsenic in the Cochenour water system or I wouldn't be alive to tell the tale. Oh congrats to my brother in passing his "police" test..., Umm..., I guess now it is Constable Jon...

Time Delay 11-04-04

Is it me or is there a time delay when updating your pages..., or is it just me and my site. Just posting some pictures today. A short bio... I grew up in a town named Mattice, Ontario 30 kilometres from Hearst and 60 kilometres west of Constance Lake First Nation. It is a small french town where the Neegan’s traditional territory lays. Went to school at Clayton Brown Public School and Ecole Secondaire Hearst High School. Went to LU..., yadda yadda yadda and here I am in Cochenour of all places in the universe to be. Oh my God..., Cochenour...

Another Domain 11-03-04

I should have my www.neeganhomes.com up by the end of the day. This is the site where I will sell laminated log homes. This is where I am going to do my plug..., I can build a house cheaper using these units than any other conventional house. The nice thing about these houses is that they will last a life time.., not like those cheap drywall and particle board crap they use now.

Shania Twain was in Timmins once again to open her new centre up. I guess the people of Timmins like her as long as they think she is non-Native. Oh well.., I guess. Been playing more guitar than usual lately, tunes like the Goo Goo Doll’s Iris. It looks like another 4 more years of Bush.

Happy New Year! 11-01-04

Happy New Year or Happy All Saints Day depending if you’re a pagan or not. The word pagan means wild woodsman or something like that. I guess that’s what the Romans referred to these people who lived off the land in England and Northern France at that time. Some people can surmise that All Saints Day was a way to get the pagans or traditionalists to become Christian. Some historians also say this is the same with Christmas but who I am to say. Speaking of which, got to change my page to get with the Christmas spirit. Fifty-five days til Christmas!!

Acceptable levels of arsenic again..., thank God 10-31-04

Last week they had to shut the water off in Cochenour because high levels of arsenic found in our water. .I quote “Residents are advised not to consume water from the Cochenour water system until further notice. Do not use the water for drinking, cooking or brushing teeth”. A few days later they turned on the water but didn’t say anything so I phoned the town of Red Lake office and the local North Western Health Unit. I couldn’t get anyone at the town office during regular business hours and the local guy at the health unit (where the bulletin came from) said I think it should be ok or they wouldn’t have turn the water back on. After he said I think there is now acceptable levels of arsenic again, he gave me this toll free number from a guy in Kenora who would know if my water was safe or not.

I called 1-800-830-5978 and got a voice mail recording from a guy named Bill. I left a message but no one ever called me back. Well..., how about that... I think it is time for a new mayor. Funny thing..., Mr Wilson is a resident of Cochenour. I guess the residents of Red Lake are not really worried because they say that arsenic has been leaking into Red Lake over the past 50 years. That makes me feel better. Now if that isn’t a scary Halloween story..., I don’t know what is..., lol... Speaking of which.., Isabella is in Sioux trick n' treating. Gotta go..., knocking at the door...

Finally 10-25-04

So..., it is done..., well..., at least the new outline. I just need to add content as I go along here. I can’t find my notes when I spent time with my grandmother. It is somewhere in the house. I am going to post pictures and stories on www.neegan.info before Christmas. Isabella also redid her website . It seems almost forever that I said I would change the format. I looked more like a hack with the old designs.., like this page..., umm..., maybe I am..., now I can disguise is better..., shhh..., don't tell anybody...

I will be doing my traveling show again throughout Northwestern Ontario in a couple of weeks. My focus right now is to sell laminated log houses. I will be developing a new site for the housing units. Once I have it up.., I will give out the domain.

Updating 10-15-04

Today and this weekend I will be updating and changing ISPs for www.neegan.info, www.grandunificationtheory.com , www.ecdev.info and www.neegan.net. I will be incorporating my business in within the next couple of weeks. It looks over the next two years I will be on the road quite a bit going across Canada. I am happy with that. Next week I will be doing a mass mail out to market laminated log homes. To view what we have for sell.., please go to www.neegan.net or e-mail me.

Try try again... 10-12-04

Well.., I guess Knet server or one of them had a major melt down the other week. Geez huh..., don’t they back up... Thanksgiving holiday this past weekend. Didn’t do too much. Guess got to update my page now. I was backing everything up a few months back..., umm..., I knew I should have..., oh well...

UFOs over Dryden and Sioux.., Oh my 08-27-04

That’s the headlines in the Chronicle Journal and HBCC UFO Research Council or something like that. Well it makes for interesting reading anyways. Makes me wonder why they don’t drop us a line or something. Obviously they are in the neighborhood. Maybe they have a prime directive like Star Trek not to interfere with primitive life forms because to them, that’s what we are.

Makes you wonder about a lot of things then. You know how we shoot and tag Polar Bears, then place radio transmitters and numbers on their back. Maybe that is what they are doing to us. We are walking along one night and “bam” , we wake up with a splitting headache wondering what the F#%*& just happened. Like the polar bear my friend, they’ll know everything from your mating habits to the crap you eat. Wondering..., why, why, why..., I just don't get it...

I updated my late sister’s information and placed Donna’s eulogy on it.

Oh Well 08-26-04

It has been a little while since I updated my page. Life is strange sometimes but you have to roll with the punches because tomorrow waits for no one. Donna did an excellent eulogy for my late sister Verna. I hope to have her speech on-line soon. You just never know what tomorrow brings. As I always say, live for the moment, because that is all you have. Verna's Obituary.

I moved my old jibberish here and archived my old guest book in case you are wondering what happened to your comments. I didn't delete them (well, I did..., lol..., that's why they are here). Oh, let me know if anyone of you are in the market for a laminated house or a value added forestry company or a ship building company..., let's see..., e-mail me and let me know...

Live from NPD headquarters in Cochenour 06-21-04

Note to self, always be careful on what you promise.., lol. The next couple of days I will be calling every number in Cochenour to see if they’ll vote NDP. Now that is every major political party that I have volunteer for (sorry Bloc, you’re regional party plus you don’t have any delegates here). That’s a lot of calling. Now I am no different than a telemarketer, oh my GOD. So I have my script in hand and what and what not to say in front of me wondering how I got myself into this.

How about that 06-15-04

News from my old stomping grounds..., they are going to make a movie in Timmins and Sudbury this summer about Shania "Eilleen" Twain. Should be interesting how they play the Native twist and how the Timmins Daily Press is presented. Racist bastards.., lol.., j/k....

Congrats 06-14-04

Well, after a few good clutch replacements and years of trying, I've finally taught someone to drive stick (standard). Congrats Chuck. All these years, I thought it was me.

Back in Canada 05-07-04

Good to be home again.

Shania 06-14-04

I remember a few years back when the Timmins Daily Press broke the story that Eileen Twain or as everyone knows her as today, Shania Twain wasn’t Aboriginal. I grew up in a small town named Mattice just a few hundred kilometres from Timmins. Racism towards Aboriginal people was and still is very high. I know this for myself.

I must add a disclaimer here. If you ask most people from Red Lake, Hearst, Mattice, Thunder Bay, Sioux Lookout, Nipigon, Sudbury, Geraldton etc..., and especially Kenora and Timmins, there is no racism and it’s true, for the majority of the population there is no racism. I agree with them 100% percent, as I agree that there was no racism towards blacks in South Africa in the mid 1980's or racism towards Jews in Central Europe in the 1800 and 1900's. Everything is relative on who you ask and this is true with racism. If your part of the main stream, there is never no racism. So if anyone from those communities disagree with me, yes I agree with you, there is no racism. Only if you are a minority.

Now that I got that out of the way, back to Timmins and the Daily Press. The only reason that the Press broke the story is people from the outside word started thinking that only “Indians” lived in Timmins and they were insulted. So the people of Timmins, this was too much.

I lived and grew up in North Eastern Ontario and I remember as a kid what I had to live through. I know many people who had Aboriginal blood but would never admit it. Not saying that everyone was like that. I have very good friends still from Mattice that I have a lot of respect for. Eileen father was Aboriginal and it wasn’t to your advantage to be Aboriginal. People avoided it like the plague. Since the age of 5, she was raised Ojibway and was proud of it. When she was a nobody, she wanted to keep her name father’s last name to honour him. This is when people would beat you up for just being Native.

People should keep that in mind, she want through what most Aboriginal people went through. She is from the Ojibway Nation and a band member of Mattagami First Nation. We should be all proud that Aboriginal person made it that far.

Election Call 05-24-04

So the Paul Martin government called an election for June 28. I don't think it really matters who gets in, things will remain the same. I don't know if everyone remembers when the old “Tories” or the PC party lost all those seats to the Liberals. Did we switch to the left, even an inch? No, we actually went more right wing than Brian ever did. Even Brian himself said he wished he could have cut as much as the Liberals. Wait a second here, who was Finance Minister when all this happened..., Paul Martin. Also, when he became a back bencher, Jean policies went to the left.

That's why the new Conservative party is shaking in their boots, because Paul is more right wing then the whole lot put together but that's the way the wind is blowing today. Once our ideologies go back left, well..., guess where the liberals will be. This is all beside the point.

For First Nations, the PC party actually treated us better than the Liberals. Did the Tories try and shove the Governance Act down our throat? What they did is transferred more programs to us. Not that I am a Tory blue conservative, but these Liberals are wolves in sheep's clothing. It's too bad the NDP will never have a chance to govern but try try try is their motto.

As I said before, it doesn't matter who gets in. I tell you one thing after June 28, the price of gas won't drop (only if OPEC does something about it), insurance rates will still be the same, farmers will still be getting next to nothing for their beef while the rest the Canadians are paying the idential price before the mad cow scare, the sun will still shine, cost of living will still increase, yadda yadda yadda and First Nations people will still face the same social problems as any other government ahead of them. Same old same old...

Work for Welfare 05-21-04

I think this is one of the crazy things around, work for welfare program. What some people don't understand is for capitalism to work, we need poor and unemployed people. This is the reason why Canada's unemployment rate has been consistently around 8%. That's a nice number that enables employers to pick and choose who you want to hire and what rate.

Society wants to keep the poor in the gutter of society. Maintaining education rates favorable for the well to do, keeping them in a position of prominence and forcing welfare recipients to work is the key. We need 8% of the population on “employment insurance”, welfare and on the streets of your cities. We need poor neighborhoods riddled with crime, prostitution and drugs. We need people in our criminal system serving life sentences for killing people in their social status. We need individuals tormented with drug additions committing crimes to support their habits. We need all this for the “haves” to sustain an adequate existence.

So now we know why we need at least 8% of the population in this state, why do we have to humiliate them further? They are there so we can drive our cars, have internet access, own homes, listen to CDs, travel the world and buy cheap clothes. Isn't that enough? Remember, society prevents us from giving jobs to everyone. Me and my jibberish...

FYI 05-18-04

Just to let you know that the e-mail address is see at the bottom, in about a week, I am going to stop using it. Good chance anyways if you sent me an e-mail, I would have missed it because of the mountains and mountains of spam messages I get.

Liberate 05-15-04

When I watch the news and listen to people talk, it always seems that people are a bit confusion about the people of Iraq. “Why are they shooting back?”, they say. Can't they see that the British and the Americans are there to liberate and bestow democracy on them. Now they are liberated.., just that, well..., umm..., ahh..., well..., let's stick with liberated and leave it at that...

God Bless America, oh let's not forget the British too, liberating the poor people of Iraq. The people who are sitting on a mountain of oil. Just how they liberated the Aboriginals so many years ago. Yes, we too couldn't understand the principles of liberation, and still don't today.

We couldn't understand that in the process of liberating us, that 90% of our populated died. That's about 90 million people. Everything from germ warfare to attacking innocent woman and children was used. Then too boot, we were all forced to residential schools and live on small parcels of land while the “rest” of the America's and British (later Canadians) lived off the bounty of the land.

Yes, God Bless America, that the world has such a nation where democratic principles of wiping out entire nations, putting your own people in place, stamping the word democracy on it and living off the wealth of the people who you replaced is considered a just deed. Yes indeed God Bless America.

Don't know 05-09-04

It's been 10 years ago we were all told that my father was sick with cancer and that he only had a few weeks to live. The cancer started in his kidneys then to his lungs. Eventually it went to his brain where the tumor grew into the size of an apple. When the emergency room doctor found it, it started in his blood. He passed away August 25, 1994.

I didn't understand how his doctor didn't find it. He lost a lot of weight starting around Christmas time. All the doctor said was he has something but we don't know what it is. When the emergency room doctor discovered it, the tumor was the size of an apple. That “apple” was there for at least two months because that's when his memory started failing. Things just didn't go my father's way. I don't know why things happen the way they do. They say that everything happens for a reason but that reason, I do not know. Miss you dad...

Finns 05-06-04

My impression of Finns: They are a proud nation who respects the land and the environment. A study from a couple of years back, Finland has the cleanest drinking water in the world. That's even better than Canada. Also, even thou they have no conservation officers, their lakes are well stocked with fish. Finnish people can purchase a gill net license and catch what ever they want, yet their lakes are more populous then the stocks we have (compare to road access of course)

You can't drive for more than 1.5 kilometres before you hit a road. For Canadian environmentalists, that would be a nightmare but in Finland, people only take what they need from the land. In my opinion, they developed a perfect relationship with their surroundings. If I was ever to leave my native homeland and immigrate, Finland would be the place.

Makes me wonder about one thing, how many Native people from North America immigrate elsewhere. I would like to know that. I never hear of Aboriginal people taking about relatives they have over seas. And if Aboriginal people do immigrate, do they become Chinese, Japanese, British, Germans, French, African etc..., when they become naturalized? Umm..., if not..., who the hell are Canadians?..., lol...

Fire Quin 05-04-04

Well.., so another no cup year for the leafs, oh well to be expected I guess. What I don't get is Pat Quin, why is he acting like a baby. So what if Fergy got players before the trade deadline and Pat didn't. Doesn't mean that he has to bench them or put players like Joe Nieuwendyk on the crappiest line he can make up, just because Fergy got them. To boot, despite Pat's efforts, he did score the most goals. If it was up to me, I would fire the man.

While Pat was GM, he traded Toronto's future prospects for old timers that get injured at a drop of a hat. This year I thought it was there best chance but because of poor coaching, they lost it. Next year, their once glorified former all-stars will be another year older and a harder chance for the leafs to win. It is good to have veterans on your team, but it doesn't mean the whole team. They should have stayed the course with the players that Steve Smith got.

Leafs Win 04-21-04

So the leafs toasted..., well.., maybe not toasted but beat the Sens. Go leafs go. I think that the first round would have been the hardest for the leafs, so they did that. Points, the Sens should have won the east, if not the President's Cup. That's how good that team is. Being a leaf fan all my life, even through the dirty 80's, hopes are high that they'll win the cup this year. I do feel sorry for the Sens because they do have a great team, but not sorry enough for my leafs to lose.

Another playoff year for the leafs 04-08-04

It's that time of year again when the leafs go for the big one. This year was the best for them as for points but geez..., they finished 4th in the conference playing Ottawa in the first round. Only six point difference between the first six teams in the Eastern Conference meaning no easy games right to the finals and to the cup. My prediction is leafs to win it all this year. I think this year is probably the best chance they have. God knows they sold their youth to do it. Problem with old timers is that it doesn't take much to hurt them. Look at Nolan, one hit and gone. Oh well..., go leafs go! Do it in my life time..., PLEASE!!!

One Year Today 04-02-04

Well it's been one year since I left KO and gone into business for self. That is something worth celebrating. Now for the Leafs to win the cup then I am all set (for this year anyways). Here's to better things to come. On another note, I am off to Finland this month. Should be interesting enough.

Spring Equinox 03-18-04

Well, just a few more days til the spring equinox, first day of spring. Seems like yesterday we were just unwrapping Christmas gifts. How time flies.

Listening to all the big record labels whining and complaining about P2P software. Boo hoo hoo, one less ivory back scratcher for them I guess. I like Eminem's response, “it doesn't bother me, I have enough money”. I really don't know what they are crying about. When they made the switch from vinyl to cassette to Compact Disk, did they give us a break because now it was cheaper to produce instead of tape or record, NO!!! What they did is jack up the price.

My empathy goes else where, like my truck. I think “the beast” is on it's last legs sorry to say. Sad day indeed. :-(

On a passing note 02-29-04

Umm..., seems interesting that I wasn't aware of this until today. Our planet earth was almost hit by an asteroid. Astronomers came within minutes of putting earth on an impact alert. Apparently this happened last month, January 13, 2004. Close but no cigar, I guess. It was thought that this rock had a chance of hitting the northern hemisphere by 25%. That's where we live boys and girls, ouch. That would have put a damper on my Sibley Ski weekend in March and the Shania Twain Concert this summer (damn it, damn it, damn it). They should tell me these things so I can plan better. Oh well, maybe ignorance is bliss, you decide...

Four day work week plus leisure time, yahoo!!! 02-28-04

I don't if everyone remembers this about the rise of technology in the 50's, 60's and late 70's (by the way, I am not that old but getting there) when productions line begun being automated. They said we can expect a 4 days work week and a more leisure lifestyle because we wouldn't have to work as hard or as long. I wonder what ever happened to that. Just everyone just stopped talking about it passing out of memory.

True those machines and technology has helped various industries by reducing the blue collar workforce dramatically. We no longer need ditch diggers, loggers with buck saws, 1,000 plus sewing machines in a clothing factory or typing pools for that matter. All those people have been replaced by a few machines. Instead of the working hours being reduced and having more leisure time like the old infomercials, they all been laid off.

This kinda makes me think of that Microsoft commercial where they were all celebrating how they converted over 1000 domains into one. The guy seems confused until he is told that they will save millions of dollars. The next caption is all the employees in aerobics class while at work. Yeah right,..., I wonder if they know where all the savings are from???, In cutting your job you idiot!!! If I was one of those employees in the commercial , I wouldn't be drinking champagne in celebration, I would be drinking champagne to drown my sorrows wondering how am I going to pay next month's rent (yikes, they're hitting on the white collar workers).

30 Billion more years eh 02-22-04

Well, we can expect another 30 billion plus years from our universe. Umm..., no body is sure what is coming after that. We are about 13.7 billion years into it now. The question is are we in a close, open or flat universe? If we have enough critical mass, it would be close and thus the big crunch. If we don't, well..., it's open and the universe will never stop expanding. If critical mass is equal to the amount of gravity it takes to go either way, it's flat and it will just stop and nothing will happen.

Right now, everyone is leaning towards open universe like Homer's wheel chair guy. There isn't enough mass for it to close. There is dark matter out there but no one knows what that it is and not enough to close it. Thirty billion years is a very long time to wait around for things to happen. Current theories are the universe will just burn itself out and that will be that.

For me, I disagree. I believe the universe is closed. With Quantum or subatomic physics, many physicists think we are at the edge of solving the big bang. True, they have done amazing things like develop the atomic / hydrogen bomb but still we don't even know why numbers work, they just do.

There isn't much of a difference between people sitting on the edge of either genius or madness. The next madman you see could be the next Albert Einstein or the next genius could be a madman. They're just not normal. The only way you would know the difference is that you would have to be one of them. Then I would pity you. Sometimes ignorance is or is not bliss, depending on what you want to see.

Life 02-10-04

Life is a crazy thing if you really think about it. Who are we? Just some carbon based life form that gets input from our eyes, ears, nose and skin? Mememory so if we touch fire, ouch that hurts and when we don't have enough calories in our system to metabolizes, we eat? To think about sex all the time, every minute of our life so we can procreate? Yes, that is humanity in a nutshell.

So why are we doing all these crazy things. Why is being rich so important? Sure, enough money would make you more desirable then someone with less material wealth (procreation) but you can only eat so much and you can only sleep in one bed at a time. Driving a $20,000 car gets you where you want to go just as well as a $200,000 car. You get the same sleep in a one bed room apartment than 20 bedroom mansion.

Maybe I am missing something and there is more to being rich than I know. Being rich, you never go hungry, you get better health care (even in Canada, sorry to say), better food, better education and the list goes on. If ever there was a huge disaster like a comet hitting the earth, chances are you would last longer than some poor joe shmoe living from paycheque to paycheque. Maybe richer is better? Some would even go as far as capitalism is really natural selection putting its' best foot forward. Any living organism who doesn't adapt, will perish or anyone (the have nots) that are not so well to do..., well..., I don't have to say it...

This makes things more complex than just a simple carbon based life form wanting to eat, drink and have sex. We want to be the best in eating, drinking and having sex. On this rock, we can lay claim to fame that we are the best with the exception of a few notable species like the cockroach, army ants, mosquitos and a few viruses. We just can't get rid of them like the woolly mammoth, dodo bird, passenger pigeon, black mamo, the mao, tasmanian tiger, ground sloths, cave bears, blue pike of the great lakes, dire wolf, Steller's sea cow, desert rat-kangaroo, dusky flying fox, sea otters, Atlantic gray whale, hairy-eared dwarf lemur, Jamaican monkey, Puerto Rican sloth, Schomburgk's deer, Standing's hippo, cuban spider monkey, and our fellow hominids etc etc. Those species, we weren't even trying, just voila, gone. These ones are a bit harder.

Well anyways, got off topic. Now to climb above our fellow man (and woman) to be truly on top. What does this mean for the rest of us? Doesn't look good. Oh well, as the french would say, "c'est la vie". You would think that we should do something about it..., eh? Umm..., thinking like that is asking for trouble, better off accepting, lol... (I think we're all like those cows running back into the burning barn, Mmmm...., sooo warm)

Six More Weeks of Winter and No Nault 02-05-04

Our weather man Phil says, "six more weeks of winter". That isn't so bad. Hey, Nault won't run in next election. That isn't so bad either. Charles Fox says he was surprised. That isn't so bad for Charles. So, good news for some, bad news for others .

Poor Casinos 02-04-04

Just listening to the news the other day. Casinos in Windsor and Niagara are losing big bucks, boo hoo. I see this as good news. The problem with casinos, tobacco, alcohol or anything else is that they are profiting off of people's misery which usually effects the whole family unit. Don't get me wrong, the person with the problem should be responsible enough to know better and it isn't the fault of these enabling bodies. I am like everyone else, have a smoke or drink every once in a while, or on the rare occasion visit a casino (I know better, the house always wins).

I find it interesting with the seat belt law that the insurance companies forced upon us, the government isn't doing more. I know that seat belts saves lives including mine last year but the funny thing is that our government isn't doing anything else to deter people from these habits. With all the drunk drivers, people dying of cancer, people losing homes, families falling apart would encourage the government to be more proactive. What we get is adds on the television or toll free numbers for people who need help. They should have done that with the seat belt law, “If you need to know why seat belts saves lives, please phone our toll free number at 1-800-wear-now. Remember we are doing everything in our power to help you”.

Space 1999 01-18-04

So the United States of America wants to set up a Lunar Base on the moon so that we can make it to Mars. From there, so reach out to the rest of the Solar System. Interesting huh. All this kinda reminds me of Space 1999 but we are 15-20 years late. That would mean Space 2020, a nice ring to it.

On the other hand the Hubble Telescope will be allowed to degrade to save on costs. It is expected that the hubble will operate for about another 3 to 4 years then fall to earth by 2011. Now the hubble costs over a billion to put it up there and another 10 million a year to operate. That is over a billion dollars thrown away. Now that is alot of money. Makes you wonder about alot of things. Could that be spent more wisely?

For a species, we eventually need to get off this rock. Our sun is about half way through it's life. It is about 5 billion years old now (hmmm..., I wonder how much is that in doggie years). There it will become a Red Giant when all the hydrogen atoms converts via nuclear fusion to higher elements. Once it can't support it's size, it will collapse into a white dwarf (our sun won't go nova because it lacks the size).

That isn't good news for our home. As we live every moment, the sun is growing larger and larger and hotter. Eventually all the lakes, rivers, seas and oceans will dry up (we'll be long gone by then) to become a bare rock. Cutting back on all the green houses gases in the world won't stop global warming. So what do we have to do? It is a long time away and personally, if we did jump from planet to planet, system to system we won't escape. Something has our name on it, and it's out there. Life will end and it is too short, live it to the fullest.

As an astronomy junkie who gets off on this stuff, I hope they don't let the hubble go to waste. As for the Lunar Base and mission to Mars, don't you know the moon is made of green chesse and there's Martians on Mars.

Guess Holidays are over 01-04-04

I guess the holidays are officially over, no more Christmas shopping, boxing day shopping, new years parties. Yup back to same old same old. Speaking of same old, same of prices on beef. The poor farms are losing big bucks now because they can't get a good price for beef but, hey..., we are still paying the same price. Wait a second here, if we are still paying the same and the farmers are not getting it..., then who is... (geez..., the power of money, money, money...)

On the brighter side, the Winter Solstice just happened a couple of weeks back. Days are getting longer and longer. I prefer the Winter to the Summer Solstice just for that reason. It's like the beginning of life.

Happy New Year 01-02-04

I would like to wish all my friends and relatives best wishes in the new year. May all your hope and dreams come true. On a sadder note, my grandfather passed on. He was 97 years old.

Can it Be!!! 12-21-03

Can it be an early Christmas, Leafs are tops in the NHL. Is this the year for Lord Stanley to bless the leafs? Will the leafs win the cup in my life time? Am I that old? Umm....

Speaking of a CBC Christmas... When I was a young lad, I remember this CBC Christmas show. I think this takes the cake. The timeline is sometime in the mid 60's. Hard times once again when the man of the household can't get enough $$$$ to support his family. So what does he do, get enough cash to buy a good meal. It's kinda depressing what he does next, laces it with some kind of white substance (I can imagine what it is)..., then..., well..., you know what..., but to think of it..., these things do happen..., sad but true..., may we think and pray for all the less fortunate during these holidays. We should be all grateful that we have a roof over our head, food in our stomach and the people we care about including ourselves are in good health. Merry Christmas.

A CBC Christmas, 12-15-03

Watching a CBC Christmas show a few weeks back. This family loses their home because the heartless bank forecloses on the mortgage just a week before Christmas then..., that's not it.. The husband is still marry as ever so we have to take care of that. Get this..., he goes to the bank, double parks his car with his two kids in the back seat. While in the bank, it is robbed then he gets shot. Wife walks in and he dies in her arms. If that's not enough hardship, the bank robber steals the car which the kids are in, gets chased by the cops. With the wife is in the back seat of the fuzzball car, watches her car plunge off the bridge into an ice cold river. Now that's Christmas programming to put us in the mood.., lol...

Helpful Hints, 12-05-03

I thought I would give a little assistance with some helpful suggestions . Just click and you're all set. Hoping to have some X-Mas lights up this weekend.

December 1, 24 more days, 12-01-03

Well..., it is that time of year again..., Christmas lights, Christmas gifts, Christmas shoppers, Christmas tree etc..., etc... I found the history of Christmas interesting. Some people say that Jesus was actually born in the fall and the reason they moved it was because of the people in Europe celebrating their traditions. Who I am to say, but something to think about.

On another note, don't you think people are insane, including myself. We are paying over a dollar for 600 ml of water. I pay $0.71 for a litre of gasoline to run my truck. People pay more for water, which covers most of the earth's surface, then gasoline, limited supply. Now that is marketing at it's best but if you really think of it, we heat our homes then put a fridge and freezer inside of it while it is -25 C outside. Hmm..., as a species, I don't think we are as smart as we think we are.

KFC..., what!?!?!?!, 11-07-03

Umm..., I had to double check if I heard it right.., but it was..., Kentucky Fried Chicken or KFC is claiming that by eating it's chicken will help you lose weight..., but the fine print says..., with a balance diet and exercise... Thinking of that..., I could only eat three bags of potato chips per day and only that..., I could lose weight too..., or French fries..., or hamburgers..., or Mars Bars..., or Kit Kat... The sky is the limit..., you could make a religion out of this... I don't think old man Atkin's would approve of KFC's claims..., he must be rolling in his grave.

Oh, keep you eyes open to the moon tomorrow night...., Lunar Eclipse ..., November 8&9.

Winter..., yikes..., 11-03-03

Winter is upon us here and now with the winds howling sending chills down your spine. The white powder covering all, including my 40 foot drive way. Christmas is now within sight, stores are quickly stocking their shelves with Christmas this and Christmas that. What is a man to do, "bah..., humbug", one might say. I could wish for peace on earth..., but what are the chances of that coming true.

Ten Years Ago today, 10-23-03

Ten years ago today, Joe Carter hits a home run with two men on to win the World Series. Holy man, has it been that long. Oh my God!!!, it has been..., but still waiting for my leafs to come through..., as I wait and wait and wait some more..., hopefully in my life time..., ahh..., to dream...

Labour Day Weekend 09-01-03

Back to school, back to work, back to winter, back to life, ho-hum.... Well, a couple of days ago Mars passed as close as it will get to earth. They say that it hasn't been this close since about 60,000 years. Where will you be in 60,000 years? Same place as I will be, I guess...

Wedding 08-17-03

So it's done as of August 9, 2003. It's about 9 days after..., after the planning, rehearsal, wedding, reception, blackout, honeymoon and back to work..., it's life as normal. So what does marriage mean anyway..., I still feel the same. I think it is a commitment to each other, yeah that's it...


I would like to thank everyone for coming and the wonderful gifts. Thanks to Tony for coming all the way from Calgary and to perform a bit of magic. Also a special thanks to our DJ, cooks, planners, people who set up the hall, bartenders, church, Minister and to everyone who helped out.


For the hydro power that went off, what can you say. At least we didn't lose $36,000 like the town of Sioux. When you look at it that way, things went pretty good. I hope to have the pictures on-line at our wedding site


Cleaning up 06-22-03

Spent the day trying to clean up all the dead links I have on this page. Getting there. So it is the day after Aboriginal Day. I was listening to this one gentleman speak today on his experience working with Aboriginal people. He was up north when he was a younger man. Good Guy..., etc..., helped where ever he could...

Well anyway..., he explained what he experienced of cutting wood for this one lady..., lady offered him a hot milk to drink..., yadda yadda yadda..., cup wasn't clean..., offered some bannock..., hair in bannock..., yadda yadda yadda..., So it didn't leave a good impression of the people he was with. I don't know if that was the message he wanted to give but from where I stood..., made the people seem primitive.

Don't get me wrong..., this man is an excellent man..., very spiritual..., very sound..., you couldn't meet a much better person..., but the point that I was thinking after..., is that we as "Native" people have alot to be proud of. So..., in the next little while, I hope to post that information soon.

Longest Day of the Year 06-21-03

Today is the longest day of the year, how about that? The downside of course is tomorrow and everyday til December 21 will get shorter and shorter. It is almost like our lives, once you reach middle age, that's it. Umm..., I don't know if I like the sound of that. Anyways you should look at Earth View today.

On the brighter side, Aboriginal Day. Where as Aboriginal people we celebrate our "nativeness". Me, I am going golfing this morning then back to work. Happy Aboriginal Day!!!

Poor Leafs 05-13-03

Well it isn't going to happen this year again. Someday.., hopefully soon, I will see the Maple Leafs win the cup in my life time. I don't think good old Pat Quin is doing a good job, time for change. They should have gave the GM job to Mike Smith. Since he left the leafs, watching is like watching old timers play. If they kept the players that Mike got, maybe they would have won the cup by now. Oh well, the life of a leaf fan. I still haven't forgiven them for trading Lanny..., yup..., life as a leaf fan

Now It's Been... 04-16-03

Now it's been about the month the Americans and the British been in Iraq without guessing what they haven't found, weapons of mass destruction or any links to Al-Qaeda. My oh my, what short memory our media has. Just a few weeks ago, all they talked about was weapons of mass destruction this and weapons of mass destruction that, now silence. It seems the message we are hearing is one sided.

The media is just like any other business, out to make a buck. The income they receive is from advertising from companies like coke, pepsi and not to mention all those people have something to gain from the war in Iraq. We should all think for a moment what just happen. Of all the countries in the middle east, Iraq had the highest educated peoples and very high standard of living with no US ally comming close. The State of Kuwait was created by the British to prevent Iraq to have a port. Kuwait and Saudi Arabia are just as bad or more so than Iraq in terms of human rights abuse. Haven't the US and the British done enough to these people. Just today, the US army shot at individuals marching in a manner that is suppose to be covered by our democratic system, free speech. So much for Iraqi Freedom by the US.

It kinda sounds like what happened when Mr Reagan was in charge of the white house. In Central America where democratic elected government (elected by the people) choose a leader that would give the land back to the people. That banana company had alot to lose so what did the US and the CIA do, over throw the government to place in a dictator. Thousands and thousands of people died as a result of the Americans. Sweet liberty indeed. Some day, I hope our eyes will be open to the reality of the world, some day.

Last Day at Work 03-27-03

My last of of work at Northern Chiefs is upon me. Everything seems to be shadowed by what is happening in the world today. It is rather scary of if think about it, where we are heading. I think this is very ironic for the British and the United States attacking Iraq for weapons of mass destruction. Many Native people from across North America suffered the exact same thing from the British and the United States but nothing was ever done about that. In fact they still do have that capability. Maybe someone should disarm them.

Thanks - 03-21-03

I would like to thank all the people I worked with over the past three years with Northern Chiefs. I enjoyed traveling to all your communities.

My Beef 03-7-03

The price of gas is 92.7 a litre in Red Lake. That's alot of coin to fill up. I don't get it. Companies are blaming the government for the high price of gas, stating they are barely making any money. Meanwhile they are recording record profits. Also they "state" it has to do with what's happening in the world. That's BS, the OPEC leaders have now increase the supply of oil to make up for the short fall. Greed, greed and more greed. When do you have enough money....

The Problem 02-28-03

The problem with this world is that too many people think what they are doing is right and no one is stopping to look what is wrong.

 

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